3.15.2001

Bye bye baby, bye bye town, bye bye...

Texas was bad enough... Now it's Aberdeen, Maryland, maybe even Bel Air. My life could be defined as being unpredictable and dissapointinting. What's worse is that with this, there is no "maybe." I better begin packing and start saying my goodbyes. I'm watching my dreams go up in smoke. There was a wonderful art program that I was hoping to attend, but that's not an option anymore. I sit here now, my mother next to me, listing off the schools, housing areas, prices, and even colledges... It's raining. It reminds me of tears, some , and my head is throbbing.

::4 hours later::

Babystitting for a bit today. My brother attacked me with scissors, but I kicked them away. He hit me, so I slipped and banged my head, left elbow, back and right palm. I think I'll be alright.

3.14.2001

What is misery to those who have not experienced happiness?
Hey hey! My Chicky Chicky icons are moving around... Now I just need a site to put them up on....

Summary of my day:

Changed my school clothes
Finished Algebra HW
Consumed 3 leechy candy and 1 glass of soy milk
Set off for School
Went to class
Went to lunch
Went to more class
Missed bus, called Mother
Went home and began painting
Answered phone calls
Went to JP
Left JP
Played music
Painted again
Chatted online
Wrote here.

My life is pretty boring, ne? I wish something exciting would happen... Actually, I know something that might do....

3.13.2001

Ah! I wish my frames would work. --.--;;; I'm going to start up this super adorable web adoption called Chicky Chicky. It's a place where you can adopt these adorable chicky icons to show just how contagious cute things can be. Eventally, I plan on setting it up so other people can submit their own icons as well.YAY! OMG! I have to go!!!!!

3.11.2001

BLAH!!! I've got a new layout and am currently configuring the blogger thing-a-ma-bob. Wish me luck.

3.07.2001

Hey! It's the Hare Krishna Mantra!
I'm feeling like blabbing my thoughts today, on an extremely excessive level... I shall warn you that large intake of my mind can be fatal. ^.~

Hmm... Patriarchal Blesings. Who has one? My parents... my teachers.... my friends.... This is a special blessing that tells you something about yourself, and how you are defined. It gives you peek at what your purpose is here on the Earth. One of my friends < Now this is REALLY cool.... > recieved a blessing that mentioned a very special task he is to accomplish.... < I can't say, unfortunately, because it would be against my better judgement to write something sacred on a public domain... > something having to do with God's kingdom here on Earth. < Now don't get me wrong or anything, I'm not trying to force religion on anyone, I'm just telling you waht I was told. > He is to help to establish an order and will become a very important person. Soon after he dies, one of the greatest events in history that people everywhere have anticipated, will come to pass and the world shall be.... < Gosh! I wish I could tell you directly, but if you really want to know, you'll have to ask me in person. I mean, this is just toooooooo cool!!!! And when I say in person, I mean that I have to know you in the flesh, this is so sacred. >

I can't wait to get mine! My mom said something about the belief that people here on the Earth at this time were the bravest of souls in heaven. That's somewhat of a clue to what I said before... Oooo... It's just so cool to hear that sort of thing. And if anyone ANYWHERE makes snide comments, I'll have to beat your hide over sugarloaf mountain with a carpet bat! ::evil laughter::
Pippy Longstocking never appealed to 40 year old men...

Hmm, should I get into the habit of printing out my chats with my peeps? ::nods and slurps yet another bite of her peacan ice-cream....:: AISU KURIMU wa totemo oiishi desu! Mmmm, mmm! ::checks watch:: It's late at night... hold on, I don't have a watch.... ::shrugs::

All Of You by Verticle Horizon

So you say
I'm too quiet
Holding things
Up in my head

I say so much
But you don't buy it
I don't want to wake up
Alone in my head

Oh say that you'll never go now
Don't go
Don't go

( * =Chorus)
I need a lot of you
I want a lot of you
I need a lot of you
All of you

I tend to think
I'm getting nowhere
I drag it out
Whenever I can

Someday
I'll get back there
And find the world
You dropped from your hand

Oh but some things you'll never show now
I know
I know

*

Watch you coming up
Out on top now
Watch you coming up

*

"DUCK!" "Where?"

Well, not much to say about today except that it seems like everyone is ready to split up and attend different highschools. I really don't usually mind change, in fact, I absolutely love it. Or so I used to. The prospect of having to move away so suddenly has finally gotten to me. It never has before. Crap. My comp is being hijacked by the internet traffic. I think I'll restart now.

None - My comp is frozen
"DUCK!" "Where?"

Well, not much to say about today except that it seems like everyone is ready to split up and attend different highschools. I really don't usually mind change, in fact, I absolutely love it. Or so I used to. The prospect of having to move away so suddenly has finally gotten to me. It never has before. Crap. My comp is being hijacked by the internet traffic. I think I'll restart now.

None - My comp is frozen